Hollow Inside

May 18

I wanna cut so freaking badly right now.

May 07

(Source: everyoneliesandeveryonehurts, via fakelaughter-bleedingwrists)

May 05

(via disconte-nt)

[video]

underneaththepolish:

o.o one cut

How do people do this??  Jeez.  It’s so deep.  Maybe I’m just a total pussy. 

underneaththepolish:

o.o one cut

How do people do this??  Jeez.  It’s so deep.  Maybe I’m just a total pussy. 

(via fakelaughter-bleedingwrists)

Apr 15

I feel like a neanderthal. I’m regressing.
Reverting back to my original form
of not knowing.
Not understanding.
Not expressing.
Not feeling.

It’s a forgotten memory. Locked away behind a steel door.
Overgrown with thorns.

I cannot pick the lock. I cannot remember the combination. I cannot cut through the thistles.

The more I tug and pull, the more entangled I get.
The thornes and vines are like shackles.

Getting tighter.
Tighter.

A crown of thorns.
A locket of thistle.
Encroaching on my windpipe.
Squeezing and tearing into my throat.
Cutting. Carving. Gnawing.

My chest- Sliced through.
My heart, encased.
The nettle, like teeth, gnashing.
The barbs- thrust deep enough to choke my soul.

Deep in the cavern of despair.
A grotto of grotesque creatures.
Souls-
Lost.
Hopeless.

Floating in a purgatory, yet it feels more like hell.
For all eternity.

Suspended in misery.

” — Me.

Apr 14

(Source: wordsto-remember, via hiddentearsandfakesmiles)

Apr 12

Today, I

Slept in.
Got up.
Took a bath.
Cut.

(Source: n0-h8-m8, via fragile-nothing)

(Source: b-eautifulm-inds, via unbreakableflesh)

“All you use me for is sex and money.”

“You have no money, and you haven’t touched me in 3 months.”

Who knows why the fuck I stick around.

(Source: hideandsea, via fragile-nothing)

(Source: sleeplessrambles, via freetheadolescents)

(Source: xriisaroox, via i-cut-but-not-deep-enough)